Everything Is Perfect As It Is

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After sensing the oneness, I realized the real depth of our current economic situation and other issues we have globally. We are far worse off than most economists and environmentalists say. This, of course, gave rise to my ego. Then came the undeniable sense of perfection and awe, just as I sense oneness.

Everything is perfect as it is.

Regardless how horrible it may look and how nerve-wrecking it is to our ego. There is absolutely no error in the Universe. The One Life that we are is always perfect and things are unfolding perfectly.

Perfection in movement

This does not mean we need to be stuck in the way it is now because “everything is perfect as it is.” That’s a very static view of life. Life is constantly changing and this perfection is there in the movement.

So if you are overweight, broke, lonely, or whatever problems you have, please take relief. You don’t need to stay that way. You also don’t need to hate the way it is now.

Paradoxically, realizing this perfection brings power that is far stronger than the power our ego can handle. I cannot explain this because explaining is the function of the ego. I just know.

Perfection beyond proof

I also cannot explain how each situation is perfect despite the seeming troubles. I am starting to see how the global economic meltdown is the perfect solution to our environment issues, but that is only one thing among many. I cannot explain how this war works perfectly in the big picture. (My ego despises the war, by the way.) I also may not know how your personal problem is perfect in your life.

I just know it is.

Not about perfectionism

Needless to say, this enlightened sense of perfection has nothing to do with perfectionism, which is what the ego does all the time to cover up its imperfection. It’s not about trying to be perfect; you already are.

An example — the current economic meltdown

If you have felt this absolute sense of perfection, then you probably don’t need to read the rest of this post. As you know, we cannot explain — the sense comes from something bigger than our ego and it is beyond words.

The rest of this post is my intellectualization of why we are experiencing the economic crisis. If you haven’t felt the perfection, it may bring some hope. Maybe.

First, please realize you have no real control or access to the money you have in the bank. It’s gone. Whether the balance is close to zero or multiple digits doesn’t matter.

If you are in doubt, think of the money you have in an account that you usually access by phone or internet. So what happens when the internet or their website goes down? What if the automated answering system of the bank is malfunctioning and no real person ever takes your call?

See, you are at the mercy of the bank to do anything with your money. Let’s just hypothetically say you find a big chunk of the balance is gone mysteriously, so you call your bank to ask what happened. No one answers — you just go round and round the recorded system. You try the website, but like the recorded phone system, it only has preset choices, and you cannot find the answer to your situation nor fix the issue.

Even if the bank branch is nearby, the situation is pretty much the same. It’s not you who has the control of your money. It’s the bank, and other systems.

It gets even worse…

And if you get scared and take out your money from the bank, you are taking even bigger risks. You may get physically assaulted for the cash you have.

Further, money has no real value anyway. It’s a make-belief game we play with the government. When the government betrays our trust, the value changes without warning. So, if you think your money is safe because it’s in FDIC insured saving account, think again. All they have to do is to print more paper bills to give you. In such situation, the value of the money plummets and steep inflation happens, as it happened in Germany after WWI. You may not be able to buy a loaf of bread with $1000.

Even if you have your assets in the form of precious metals (like gold, which value has sky-rocked because so many people noticed the danger of paper assets) or real estate, you are not safe. The precious metal values are on the bubble now and the market can crash anytime, like the real estate market did.

This is the economic system we have built. Our life is on the thin line of trust, trust that the value (the buying power) of the money stays about the same tomorrow that it is today, trust that the bank is there tomorrow, trust that our communication system works seamlessly, and so on.

So many presumptions and no real guarantee.

It’s not only the currency issue…

Let’s say you have a job, an employment. How do you get to work? Perhaps by car or public transportation. So what if we become out of gas? Can you get to work on foot? If not, you don’t have a job, and without its employees, your company dissolves.

How do you get foods? Probably by going to stores. What if there were no foods on the shelves of the stores? Now it doesn’t matter how much money you have. Even with $1000, you cannot buy a loaf.

These situations have happened in many areas of the world, some quite recently. The danger is real even though it is hard to visualize for someone living in America or other “wealthy” countries.

And why this is perfect!

When you really understand the seriousness of the economic crisis, that it is not a temporary “down” but is based on the fundamental systems we have built globally, you may feel shocked, like I did.

And yet, all this, and beyond, is perfect.

Here is my thoughts. Again, this is my intellectualization of why it is perfect. Like any thesis, it is subject to rejection and objection. The sense of perfection is there anyway.

So imagine what you would do when you lose all your money, cannot get to work, and cannot buy foods at stores. After the initial shock, you realize you need foods.

The only real source of foods is the earth. Sow the seeds, and mother earth, with the blessings of the sun, gives us foods. Quite abundantly. You might also raise chickens (pretty easy and doesn’t take much space) and other animals.

If you have a piece of land, you can do this there. Like your backyard. If you don’t (like myself), and lose our residence, we might have to start a community living arrangement.

How the environment will be restored

We all become farmers. People with other basic life skills such as building and repairing houses and furniture / tools will be well appreciated, too.

Only manufactures that build life necessities would survive this social change. And there will be far fewer transportation (mostly public). So the causes of pollution are naturally gone.

How we will be very sad, and then happy

The transition will be extremely painful. Especially in northern cold areas where fuel shortage can mean life threat. Many people will die, and I might be one of them.

But after that, people will live in a small scale, reality-based economy. Living close to the earth will bring back the joy and peace many of us have forgotten.

It’s not only good for the environment. We will be happier. We will be restored to the original loving nature.

In such a small scale economy, we get to know each other and help each other. Most of the issues people go to counseling for will be gone. Want to feel stronger bond with your spouse, family, and friends? Want to feel you are worthy? Come work on the earth together.

A new lifestyle

Is this the return to the primitive rural lifestyle? Yes and no. We will retain the knowledge and technical expertise we have now and even expand more.

I am not suggesting we become uncivilized cavemen nor old-fashioned (often narrow-minded) so-called country folks. It’s a new enlightened way of life that incorporates small scale agriculture and other hands-on community living features.

Our modern life has become too much of the excesses — at the cost of destroying the environment. In the process of restoration, some loss and pain is inevitable. It’s not a punishment — we have pushed the scale out of balance so we just get some reactions.

The Apocalypse is perfect, paradoxically

This is just one example of how seemingly negative situation is in fact perfect.

You cannot sense perfection by thinking, however. Your thinking mind (the ego) knows no perfection, it only knows imperfection and complaint.

On the other hand, once you sense everything is perfect, beyond reasons, you see perfection in everything. Not only the economic situation, but all your problems are perfect. For instance,

Your break-up is perfect.
I don’t know how it is perfect — perhaps you are meant to meet someone else, perhaps it helps you to find the strength in you, or it could be any other reasons — but I do know it is perfect.

Your illness is perfect.
It doesn’t mean you need to be that way for the rest of your life. Or you may have to live with it. You may be learning something from it, you may be losing something unnecessary to you thanks to your health problem. I don’t know, but I know it’s perfect.

Plug in any “problems”. Everything is perfect as it is.

Feeling Oneness

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I have a tendency to complicate things. First of all, I read too much and think too much. Do you have the same tendency?

The other day, I got on my bike and went to the bike path. Eugene has a bike path where no motor vehicles are allowed — just people walking, jogging, biking, roller skating, wheelcharing. It’s along a little creek, and although it’s not far from the main street, it’s surprisingly peaceful there.

And there, everything reminded me the simple truth: It’s One Life.

The sky, the creek, the trees, the birds, and me. And other people passing by.

One Life, one heartbeat, manifesting as many, in different, seemingly separate forms.

I guess I knew this for a long time, but then, as I read about enlightenment and so many other things about spirituality, I got confused. I started to think about oneness, rather than simply feeling it.

That doesn’t work.

Spirituality myths

So, this article is a reminder that truth is actually very obvious, very simple, it’s right in my face. This article is also about my way of expressing how things feel to me (now) because I suspect a lot of things that people believe in spirituality are just myths.

The myth of awakening
Nay, I don’t get awakening. It’s more like the One Life in me awakens. I think Adyashanti says the same thing but I cannot find the exact quote right now.

The “I” that I usually think of me is the ego. It doesn’t matter how careful I am with the various tricks the ego uses. The one that is being cautious of the ego, the one who thinks I shouldn’t be identified with the ego, is only another persona of the ego.

On a nice day like that, however, the One Life in me awakens despite the resistance of my ego. And then, there is a good deal of confusion and disorientation because, at one moment, I identify with the One Life, and at the next moment, my ego sneaks back and I “think” from the place of my ego.

The myth of the ego
Some people claim they have killed the ego or their ego fell off. That sounds cool. All I know at this point, however, is that hasn’t happened to me. The ego is still there. And as I wrote above, if I am fighting against the ego, well, that fighting me is just another aspect of the ego. The One Life really doesn’t care.

“Enlightenment” is a dumb word
Because it implies you are dark, or at least, not light enough. And when you believe in that and start “seeking”, well, of course, that is your ego in operation.

While we are at it… “divine” “sacred” and other blah’s are dumb words, too
Realizing oneness is simple. All these holy sounding words are just working against you and the natural process by compartmentalizing spiritual realization.

“We are all one” is a confusing phrase
I understand what this phrase tries to express and I totally agree. But for me, the phrase implies there are “we” — you, me, and other people. It sounds that we (collection of individuals) come together, trying to believe in the oneness. And of course, “trying” has nothing to do with realizing.

The way I feel is there is only One Life. First, there is this One Life, and then, it appears as many. For a good fun reason.

“The world is a mirror” is another confusing phrase
Here is my apology. I use to write things like, “When I see myself in you, in everyone and everything, how can I not love you?” (From I Love You) Well, that was still a mental image. The way I now see it is the One Life in me sees the One Life in others.

I don’t see myself (Akemi — Akemi’s ego) in you. Akemi is here. What it is is the One Life (also called Consciousness or Source, etc) that is always present in me, in you, in everything and everyone, finally wakes up and recognizes itself in everything around.

The law of” attraction” is a confusing term
Ultimately, there is only One Life. How can it not create what it wants within itself? It’s not about attraction. It’s about creation, and creation is always in the process.

I’ve always insisted it’s creation, not attraction, but it is so clear now. So here is a tip if you want to use LOA effectively: Relax. If you are working so hard with affirmations, visualizations, and so on, you are actually resisting the natural flow.

Get out, get a life

As far as I know, from my own experience and from what I heard from some of my friends, we are a lot better off spiritually when we get out in the nature rather than spending extraordinary amount of time reading and thinking. This doesn’t mean reading and thinking are no good, but I’m afraid some of us are imbalanced like I was before.

Also, a lot of time doing nothing is a good thing. I am taking this month of December off from my work. A voluntary sabbatical. It may sound crazy to people who think work or money are the most important, but right now, I just want to be watching the sky.

I have a feeling I’ll be posting less often going forward.
So a bit early, but here is my holiday greetings to you all.

Happy Holidays!

The Purpose Of Life Is Life Itself

When was the last time you did something just for the joy of it? Or not even for the joy, but just because?

Doing things for the benefits

I’ve noticed we do so many things for the benefits that are supposed to come with doing it. For instance, some people run because they want to lose weight or because they think running is good for health. Same with eating healthy. How many people drink green smoothie just because they love the taste and the feeling within them when they drink it? How many people run just because?

And many of us work to get the paychecks and the benefits, not because they like what they do.

This way of living is so ingrained in our mindset that we hardly stop and question it. And we constantly compare and evaluate things and people for the benefits they are supposed to bring.

Even enlightenment

Some people even approach enlightenment for the supposed benefits of it, like bliss (or the right to boast about their spiritual development).

This is absurd. At least when you define enlightenment as clear seeing, as seeing and accepting things as they are. How can this kind of clear seeing prevent people from having so-called negative emotions such as anger or sorrow? Judging something as “negative” is the very thing that left with enlightenment.

Of course, events that bother us keep happening with or without enlightenment. I mean, if it’s something that is caused by your judgments and distorted worldview, then you won’t have that any more with enlightenment. But enlightenment doesn’t prevent your spouse to cheat. Your kids may still get into trouble. Your loved one might die. And you yourself will still do silly things, small or large.

The only difference is, with enlightenment, you are kinda “okay” with everything. It’s a feeling that is hard to nail down with words. How can a spouse cheating on you is okay? Because you quit judging something as good or bad. So you recognize the event as “it just is”. He (or she) did such and such. That is what is happening, and you don’t repress your feelings nor attach stories around it, like “I should have been nicer to him,’” or “He is such a jerk, I wasted my time with him” or “Cheating is morally wrong.”

It just is. Period.

What’s wrong with the benefits?

Enough about enlightenment. As I wrote in the linked article, I don’t particularly like discussing enlightenment because there are way too many misbeliefs and (ironically) ego investment there. (Like, who is more enlightened, or what is the best way to get enlightened, kind of discussions.)

My point is we are so conditioned to seek benefits in all areas of our life that even enlightenment has become the means to an end.

And what’s wrong with the benefits, you may ask? Nothing is wrong with benefits themselves or receiving benefits. The problem is our attitude, or the mindset, of doing things as a way to get benefits.

Here are some of the issues when you live to get benefits:

1. We devalue the life experience
When we do things as a way to get benefits, we devalue the experience itself. When you run for the benefits of weight loss, the experience of running is devalued. You see it as a means to an end. It could really be any other form of exercise, and your heart is not in it.

When you work for the paychecks and benefits, you devalue your work. The work experience, in such a case, doesn’t matter. It really doesn’t have to be that job.

2. We forget the love for the experience
And when you devalue your life experience, you forget the love you may have had for it. It’s possible you actually love running — but got so overwhelmed with all the information of the various benefits of running that now you see running as a means to the end.

When you forget (or never had) the love for the doing, life’s unique experiences are treated like commodities, something you can comparison shop or trade.

3. We devalue the Now
And what do you plan to do with all the benefits you collect? See, when you live this way, your attention is not in the Now but in some future time. When we are focused on getting benefits, we devalue the Now and live in our mind, the fantasy land of the future.

4. The benefits may be a lie anyway
And, of course, in many cases, we don’t receive the benefits anyway. Many benefits are only mind constructs or sales strategies.

The purpose of life

It’s time we realize the unhappy nature of this approach. Do things, anything, just because. Quit doing things for the benefits.

This brings us back to the experience of doing, in the Now. For the sake of experience itself. And when you do that, you notice a simple truth: Life’s purpose is life itself.

It’s so simple and self-evident. Life is not a means to an end. The “end” includes some nice-sounding “purpose”. Nay, the meaning of life is living it. I’m afraid so many people are in the search of life purpose because they think it comes with nice benefits. Turn around — what you have been looking for is right here.

Life’s purpose is life itself. In other words, life’s purpose is Now. Whatever you are doing. Whatever you are experiencing.

Why I am writing this

So you know why I am writing this blog? Because I love writing and sharing. If I am not blogging, I am writing basically the same things in my journal. That’s fine, but I also like sharing. It’s fun to get some feedback.

But if reading is not your thing, please feel free to close the computer. I don’t say this in a mean way. I myself have reduced the amount of time I spend on reading blogs and books these days. I still like reading, but I like doing other things, too. I want to read only when I feel like reading, and read only what I enjoy reading.

Enjoy your life today. Live just because.
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