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Are You Afraid Of Finding Bad Things In Your Akashic Records?

June 26, 2009 by · 12 Comments 

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“I want to have your Akashic Record Reading but I’m afraid of finding something bad. . .” I’ve received several emails in this line, so it’s time to clarify.  (Photo Credit)

It’s a good idea to approach Akashic Record Reading and the higher knowledge it offers with sincerity rather than curiosity. You may feel a bit nervous about it. That’s okay. That said, I don’t consider any reading to be “bad”. Let me explain.

Trauma and energetic issues

In the past life part of my Akashic Record Reading, traumatic events such as murders, rapes, and wars do show up occasionally. Human history is filled with horrible events. For example, I’ve worked with a client who, in their past life, was Jewish who was killed in the Nazi camp. I’ve also worked with a client who was a Nazi member. (Just for clarification — the latter soul is a positive soul. This soul made the mistake of joining the group and staying there. It carried hundreds of curses, among other issues.) Or persecution or witch trial. And sometimes it’s less dramatic — say, a life as a poor manual laborer ending in disease, that was probably related to malnutrition.

I don’t discuss these “bad” experiences to scare off my clients, however. I bring them up because they are related to the energetic issues that are affecting my clients to this day. And all the energetic issues can be taken care of.

For the clearing of such energetic issues, it’s essential the client understand how they started and how they are affecting their current life. Their awareness and intention to clear the issue are what make the clearing effective.

Which is worse for you, having the energetic issues and not knowing what is happening really or finding them out and taking care of them?

Physical exam and Akashic Record Reading

It’s like getting the physical exam. Which is better, not to get the physical and stay ignorant of your condition or to get the physical, learn about your health issues, and take care of them? Now with the physical, there are conditions that are supposed to be incurable. (I say “supposed to be” because, even when the conventional medical doctors say so, I doubt if it is true.) So there is still a good reason to be scared. But with the energetic issues, we have solutions.

But, you may say, isn’t it better to have a clean Akashic Records? Of course. If you already have energetic issues, however, there is no point ignoring them.

So I don’t consider any “bad” events in the Akashic Records to be bad. They are what happened before. I don’t go into too much details, just enough to promote my clients’ understanding.

Negative souls

This may not what the inquirer had in their mind, but another “bad” news in the Akashic Record Reading is when the client is a negative soul.

By negative soul, I don’t mean bad people, however. It means the soul is not evolving toward the life-giving Source. It’s not a judgment call, it’s technical. A negative soul may be obviously negative or manipulative, or they may look like lightworkers, doing good deeds or even spiritual development.

Negative souls usually come to my practice to get rid of the annoying conditions such as ongoing soul shifting or facade devices that hinder them to see themselves as they are. They may not consciously think this is what they want, but I believe every soul that comes my way has a reason.

By clearing these issues, they have a better chance to come back to Light. I cannot force them to come back to Light because that would be a violation of their free will. But I hope my reading serves as a turning point.

I understand it is quite shocking for these clients to hear that they are moving backwards, away from the Light. I’m sorry, I just don’t have any other way to tell you. I cannot brown nose these clients because that would be bending the truth. If I do such thing, I may lose my privilege to enter the Hall of Akashic Records. Moreover, it won’t serve the client truthfully.

For me as a practitioner, the challenge is explaining the situation and how much clearing we can do. If a soul is not evolving toward Light, I just cannot go into their past lives. That is not the option in the Hall of Akashic Records, and it wouldn’t help the client, either.

Think about a car moving the wrong way on the freeway. The first thing that needs to happen is this car turns around. It’s not a time for a tuneup.

With spirituality, the direction is less obvious, and there are quite many souls moving the wrong way, but still, moving the wrong way is moving the wrong way.

I’ve seen a few cases where a negative soul became positive. Light is always available to everyone. So this is not necessarily a “bad” reading, either.

Do you have any questions about Akashic Records? I’ve done hundreds of readings and would be happy to answer your question. Please write in the comment.

How Darkworkers Control You And The World

March 22, 2009 by · 11 Comments 

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Do you realize the majority of your thoughts and decision-makings are manipulated?  Do you know the world is held down the way it is for the darkworkers’ continued benefits because, if and when you wake up to your natural potential, the world will change so much for the better so fast that no one will be giving their energy to darkworkers? 

There are many ways darkworkers have been controlling this world for many years by influencing the way people think.

I’m starting a five-part series of how we can create the New World based on the five energy flows of Love, Light, Truth, Abundance, and Power, but before that, I want to give you a big picture of the darkworkers’ manipulation system.   (Photo by paulaloe)

If it’s obviously dark and evil, it’s no good as manipulation

First thing we want to be aware of is that there are many hidden manipulation systems beyond what is obviously dark and evil.  In fact, if an idea is obviously dark and evil, you would be careful with it, and so it doesn’t work as manipulation.  No, darkworkers do a much better job than that.

The challenge of unraveling the dark work is that it is so well masked.  So people believe in it wholeheartedly.

The damages these dark works do, however, are scary huge.  We have been wasting our energy and lifetimes because of the manipulated ideas and the fear they cause.  And it’s ongoing because we are not aware we are manipulated.

Presenting false limitations

One way darkworkers control you is to make you believe in certain limitations.  The limitations may be about you personally or about us as a certain group.  For example, you may have been told or led to believe that the highest position you can attain in the corporate world is such and such  — that you can’t become a senior management because you don’t have a higher degree.  And they use statistics that show the majority of senior management have higher degrees.

Now stop and think.  The stats was about the majority of senior management.  Even today, there are those who hold top management positions without advanced degrees.  And even if 100% of today’s senior management had advanced degrees, that is no proof you can’t become a senior manager without the degree.  There is no such law.  The senior management position is NOT limited to MBA holders.

You are tricked by the stats.  You mixed up probability and possibility.  And you give up your dream and try to be content with your current career options.  You spend your life energy keeping up with the Jones while you stay practically in the same place.  No big change to the world system, another good day for darkworker authorities.

This is just one simple example, warn you.  There are tons of “advice” flying around that are designed to keep you where you are, and then there are tons of people who blindly repeat saying what they have been told, reinforcing the collective sense of limitations.

Some more examples of false limitations:
1.    False limitation: You have to be young to become an entrepreneur.  There is a certain age limitation.
Truth: You can start your business any time.  (And many do.)

2.    False limitation: You have to be old to earn people’s trust.  There is a certain age limitation.
Truth: You can earn trust by being you.  (By the way, if you buy into both #1 and #2, there is no time in life you can become an entrepreneur.)

3.    False limitation: You must have experience to be good at something.  The learning process is limited to certain pattern and timeframe.
Truth: You may be a genius and a fast learner.

4.    False limitation: You need many people’s support to make a difference.  Your own power is limited.
Truth: You can start and gain momentum as you go.  Most support only comes after you start.

5.    False limitation: You must be (smart, good-looking, rich, from a good family, etc. — in short, to be perfect) to succeed.   Again, your own power is limited.
Truth: You succeed by doing it.

What other limitations do you currently believe in that hold you down where you are?

Presenting false priorities

This is about setting up a goal that is not really the best case scenario but only secondary, thus wasting a lot of energy in the meantime.  The false priority goal is indeed a good goal, perhaps worth pursuing in the general sense, but still it is a waste of energy to pursue when you can aim to achieve the truly important goal.

For example, there has been a big discussion about general health insurance in the US.  People spend tons of time and energy talking about how wrong it is that there are so many people without health insurance.  And how we can possibly make the general health insurance plan possible.

Now I actually support general health insurance plan.  However, health insurance plan is not as important as increasing the level of everyone’s health.  When we are all basically healthy, we may be able to make most health care (especially preventative care) free, like public education is free.

But that part of discussion is ignored because:
1.    We believe raising everyone’s health is more difficult – maybe impossible.  (which bring us back to the first point of false sense of limitation.)
2.    If we actually work on increasing people’s health, big chunk of industries will be at risk.  Like junk foods makers and restaurants.  Over-the-counter medicine makers.  And even healthcare industry itself.

Again, this is just an example.  We are led to put our energies on secondary priorities, leaving the most important issues intact.

  • Is learning history, such as about holocaust, important?  Sure.  But not as important as ending the current war.
  • Is national defence important?  Yes, at this time.  But not as important as bringing world peace, and ultimately, making a borderless world.

It works on the personal life level as well.  For instance:

  • Is getting a good performance review important?  Not really, especially if your goal is to start your own business.  Your priority in this case is to learn about your new business, to lay out the business basics, and to learn marketing.

Can you think of other instances of false priorities?

Presenting false goals

This is when they promote goals that are not really natural and that most people fail to achieve, therefore making you feel like a failure.  The trick of false goals is to make the goal feel achievable, and make people believe others have achieved it.  A variation of this is to use goals only a few people can achieve.

An example of false goals is the idea of finding a soulmate, or the one ultimate life partner with whom you are guaranteed to have supreme happiness ever after.  Now I am not against the idea of monogamous love relationship – as long as it is the natural result of two individuals’ independent choices.  It’s a result, not a goal that you have to look for everywhere, strive to achieve all your life, while ignoring or suspending your true feelings.

But movies and other mass media make it feel that is the ultimate happiness you need to spend your time and energy on.  Married people also try to believe they made the right choice and play it out, rather than honestly saying, “I love this person.  I’d like to be with him or her although I don’t really know what tomorrow brings.”

False goals often come with lots of hypes and is presented in the form of “If and when you become (fill in the blank), you’d be happy.”  And while you work so hard toward the goal, putting the majority of your energy on it, ignoring the happiness right there for you, most of the social system is left intact.

How you have been made to run like a race horse

Basically, darkworkers treat you like a race horse.  First, they put the blind of false limitations on you so you can only see what is in front of you, making you think you have no other options but to run on the track.  Then they show you false priority or false goal to make you believe you have to run hard toward them –  the goals they set and don’t really affect them.  They also give you the whip of fear – both subtle and not-so-subtle ones.

You run hard, without knowing there are green meadows just beside you off the racing track.  Not only that, you are actually a person, and you can create this green meadow when you redirect your energy from running on the track to creating the meadow.  The truth is you don’t have such limitations that keep you on the race track.  You don’t need to work on the project someone else said it’s important.  You can make your own goals while you enjoy being you.

The challenge of raising your awareness

When you first start noticing the control mechanisms of darkworkers that you have been taking, you may feel confused.  So many ideas you have believed so long . . . maybe untrue and counterproductive to you?  All the time and energy you have spent on those “goals” are . . . wasted?

The confusion may show up as anger, either at the darkworkers or at yourself.  Or at me – hey, what’s this little girl talking about?  Let’s just sniff off this doubt that is growing . . . let’s just get back to how we have always been living and thinking. . .  if we ignore it, we can stay the way we were. . .

Exactly.  If you are so happy with your life, you don’t need to change.  If, on the other hand, you want better life for yourself, for your loved ones, and for the world, read on.

It’s critical not to blame the darkworkers, either.  After all, we gave them our energy and power.  They tricked us, but we are responsible for our own awareness.  What we need to do now is to raise our awareness and quit buying into their BS.  Blaming darkworkers does no good.  In fact, that is still a way of giving energy to them.  Don’t try to “fix” them.  Just raise your awareness.  Start living with your new awareness that you can think for yourself and set up your own path and goals.  Know that you have plenty of power to create your own life.

Do you know other ways darkworkers manipulate us?  Or do you think this world has been working just fine?

Spiritual Self Protection And Clearing

February 26, 2009 by · 19 Comments 

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It’s a sad fact that there are negative energies and darkworkers.  How can we, lightworkers, take care of ourselves?  I’ve thought a lot about this for myself and for my Akashic Record Reading clients.

In this article, I will show you one way to disallow negative forces to come in contact with you. I also want to explain how it fits in relation to my professional Akashic Record Reading and clearing work.  Further, the article contains some Dos and Don’ts in energetic self protection.  (Photo by Jijis)

Akashic Record Reading and clearing

First, let me use an analogy to explain what I do in my Akashic Record Reading service.  I’m like a professional housekeeping / maintenance crew.  You sense there is something about your place – on the surface, it looks fine, but it’s making you uncomfortable.  You trip often.  You cough.  You don’t sleep well.  Or maybe it’s beyond that – you actually find problems, say a plumbing issue, so you get it fixed, but somehow it’s not quite right.  Finally, you decide to get the big professional help.

So I come in and do a thorough check.  I find some mess made in this lifetime – some are made by yourself, some were made when your friends came over.  I go up in the attic and find a few more problems, like a huge area of mold, from several lifetimes ago.  I go down the basement and find a termite hub that is weakening the foundation.  Nasty stuffs.

I explain what is going on and how each problem is affecting you.  The subfloor is sinking here and that is why you trip.  The mold in the attic is causing you cough.  Your Reiki healer did fix that plumbing issue, the energetic leak, but the way she did was just to put a patch, so it’s a good idea to repair it properly.  And let’s put some protective sealing on the foundation to prevent further damages. . .

Something like that.  I check over 70 points in each client’s Akashic Records so I won’t go into too much details, but hopefully this analogy gives some idea what it’s like.

For some energetic issues, I just clear them as I go.  For others, I do the initial clearing and then assign clearing homework to my clients to complete it.  This is determined by the kind of energetic issue.

So after the reading and clearing, you place is clean.  Now it’s up to you what you want to do with it.  That is your life.  (A small disclaimer here:  This doesn’t mean ALL the energetic issues get cleared and the soul is back to its original pristine condition with this Akashic Record Reading, or the first comprehensive profile reading.  The first reading takes care of the major issues, which is usually plenty to jump start your life.  And if I add any more clearing to the first session, I could be sending my client to healing crisis.  Having said this, I do offer follow up reading for those who find it helpful.)

How can lightworkers deal with energetic attacks?

Just like the housekeeping, getting the big professional help is great, but that doesn’t mean the house will stay clean that way.  As I said in the beginning, there are negative energies, and you may get their attacks.  The sealing works, but I find it works only so much when it’s just left there – we want to activate it.

But then, is it a good idea to just shut down the house to stay clean?  I don’t think so.  We are here to live, not to stay clean.

It’s also a poor idea to attack back the negative energy.  This only feeds darkworkers, which is what they are really after.

What we lightworkers want to do is:

  1. To be aware of the potential energetic attacks so that we recognize it when it comes.
  2. To have some tools for spiritual self protection and clearing.

Two kinds of energetic attacks

The energetic attacks can be categorized by where it is coming from, or who is directing the attacks:

  1. Energetic attacks from incarnated souls (people)
  2. Energetic attacks from discarnate beings

For #1, the attacker may be someone you know or don’t.  Example of the latter includes readers who get upset at what I have to say on this blog to the point they send me bindings or anger spears.  Examples of the first include both people you currently have contact with (your family, friends, people at work, etc.) and people you knew before.

And while most attacks come from darkworkers, occasionally lightworkers do attack, too.  Aah, tell me about being a human.  For this reason, it’s possible you attack yourself.

#2 kind of attacks are a bit hard to explain.  There are beings that are not in physical bodies but nonetheless exist.  Sometimes they are behind #1 kind of attacks, sometimes they do their own attacks without involving incarnated souls.  When it’s the latter kind, it’s pretty hard to detect what is going on.

Recognizing the energetic attacks

Energetic interferences from incarnate souls often come as some forms of psychological manipulation.  Pay attention how you feel when you are with that person.  Do you feel light, warm, free?  Or do you feel bound, dump, heavy?

And keep paying attention how you feel as you go through your day.  Eventually this becomes your way of life so you notice when you are anything less than your natural state of being in Divine Love and Light.

And when you do notice you may be getting the influence of dark energies, stop.  Now remember it’s no good to talk back or attack back to the offender?  This is your time to take care of yourself.  Do something nurturing.

The bubbles of spiritual self protection

This is about activating the sealing, or the spheres of protection around us.  We have spheres, the concentric bubbles around us that disallow negative energies to come in contact with us.  When you have to deal with someone who may be attacking you energetically, visualize these bubbles around you, and keep that person outside.  If they try to make their way in, gently hold them where they are, outside the bubbles.

This is so not only when you are near them physically but also when you have mental interaction with them.

For those of you who are not familiar with the spheres of protection, do this visualization:

  1. Visualize white light coming down from heaven, and it forms a bubble around you.
  2. Visualize more white light coming down, and it forms the second bubble outside the first one.
  3. Do this six time, forming six bubbles around you.
  4. These are gentle shiny bubbles.  Love can pass both ways, no problem.  Only the negative energy is distracted.

You can do this at the beginning of meditation, too.

Spiritual self clearing

I’ve been working on developing an effective self clearing procedure.  I will probably start offering it as a pilot to some of my clients soon.  This is especially important to those who have had Ascension soul shift.  With the Ascension soul shift, you get a brand new soul with no past life.  So it’s critical to care for this soul and keep it in good condition for further spiritual growth.

The point is utilizing your intention in alignment with Divine Love, Light, and Truth, so if you are familiar with prayer request or affirmation, that would work, too.  Additionally, Karen Bishop has a lot of suggestions in her great book The Ascension Primer.  (She does not use the term soul shift nor spiritual self clearing, but the concepts are the same, or at least they appear to be so to me.)

By the way, did I mention this issue of spiritual self protection and clearing is very close to my own heart?  Tell me, if a negative being wants to attack someone, which one do you think would choose:

  1. Someone who are stuck in the middle of light and darkness, or what Hunter Nuttall calls neutralworker
  2. Someone who works in the Hall of Akashic Records day in and day out, releasing light from darkness

Duh, of course #2.  I know.  I am targeted.  And I still do it.

The development and self-testing of this spiritual self clearing procedure is taking up so much of my time that I am seriously behind my schedule of doing the readings.  I’m so sorry for those in the waiting list.  But I believe this work will be in the highest good of all, in the long run.  So please bear with me.

Do you have any questions about spiritual self protection and clearing?  Let me know in the comments!

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