I find your Starseed series fascinating Akemi. Thank you for discussing it in this forum.

I had my Akashic Record done by Susann Taylor Shier whom you quoted here. I met her “spontaneously” the day of her workshop at East West Bookstore in Mountain View, CA late last year. I say spontaneous because although I am a regular at the bookstore for years, I haven’t been there for some time. The workshop was about Hadarian and discussion on her two books, Soul Mastery. I knew nothing about Hadarian or the different characteristics of beings from other planets. All I knew was I was bored that day and last minute decided to go to the bookstore. This is where “There are no accidents” came to light.

I remember being so fascinated about her discussion that I arranged to have a one-on-one reading with her the following day. It turns out, she had one slot open – Imaging that!

According to Susann, I came from Hadarian (The Love Planet), a Blueprint Deliver and live in Parallel Universe (apparently, I travel to other dimensions while asleep to “re-energize” from there). I was told that Blueprint Delivers or Blueprints in general do not often feel welcome here on Earth (hence, the negative forces attacking you as soon as they see/sense your light and your purpose). We get our “energies and renewal” from the planet we closely feel and relate to as home. We hover she says like a UFO above the ground while we live here.

To remedy this challenge, Susann suggested that I/we stay connected to Mother Earth’s core while enhancing our energies from our “home” planet, universe or spiritual guides on a daily basis. When I ground myself, I imagine a long, emerald and pink vines coming out from my feet, root chakra and spine going down to Mother Earth, her core and her Crystals. This is especially true when I do Reiki healing work or other healing modalities to friends and family.

Blueprinters are here to restore the original goals for this planet as you said. Not an easy task but Susann (who is also a Blueprint Deliverer) did say that those of us who re-incarnated and aware we are here for this purpose are more determined than before to “get the job done”. Perhaps some of us, like me, brought the necessary attitude and strength to see it gets done (raise the vibration of the collective consciousness and learn to uphold our light) in spite of the negative whiplash we often get from the negative forces.

Recently, I traveled to Italy to attend a two-week shamanic retreat. I remember feeling drained and uncomfortable whenever I am near a certain group of people. I also felt intense fear from certain areas as if negative forces where attacking from all sides. It was so intense that I had hard time breathing, felt nauseated and drained. The negative forces where so strong that I later learned, it hid itself and followed me home. I was sick for three days. At first, I equated it to jetlag but then I started feeling scared and paranoid which hasn’t happened since I was a child. Now, my house is surrounded by loving crystals, statues of deities/gods/spirit guides and I program it constantly to emit love and light at all times. I often use Reiki healing, sage cleansing and other clearing methods at least 3 times a week to cleanse my house and this is the first time I have felt this much negativity.

Upon realizing that this entity/negative force attached itself to me (or dumped on me), I began intense clearing and cleansing on my house and myself. It took three days and help from my Spiritual teacher (guiding me and emitting her loving energy through the phone) to accomplish this but it worked. My ill feelings went away, the house felt lighter and I could breathe again.

The lesson I learned there is although we signed up to spread love and light, and live/learn/create/deliver our life purpose, I was reminded to never underestimate the power of the opposing energies who are bent on stopping our mission here on Earth. By nature, I consider myself as a loving and compassionate spiritual being but I also have this strong, no-holds-barred attitude where I would fight back if anyone attempts to bully me. It’s a gift I am sure a lot of us here can relate.

My hope is we continue to raise our collective consciousness, help lift the veil of illusions and restore the love, peace and happiness Earth and its inhabitants are meant to be.

Blessings to all of you.