i’ve heard of things like ‘walk in’s but not stuff like this before : /

but hey, whose to say i’m right either? honestly we have all been questioning our existence what is supposed to happen to us many many times,

and 9 times out of 10 been wrong.

like dolores cannon had said, we have adverted the ‘worst case scenario’ of what her channeled messages from the prophocies of nostradomus.

I don’t think its our job to know ‘what’ I think its just our job to live, and if you have changed recently Its a good thing of course, but don’t sit there and slave every waking moment to meditation, Meditate daily of course…

but don’t get lost in this…remember who you are. Even with cleared memories/karma, you are still you, that cannot change. Or you would certainly have no interest in posting here.

your energy can change..your life can shift. But in the end, you are still you.

so the idea of a ‘new soul’ i wouldn’t agree as calling it that…

maybe… ‘a new calling’ …’a evolved version of my previous self’

>__< it gets confusing dosn't it?

well I will prepare for WHATEVER the outcome may be.

we could all also be wrong too…a meteor COULD strike the earth, again we have no idea.

the outcome could be different depending on our perception..

again we have NO IDEA what will happen,

I appreciate your thoughst on this though n___n I'm open to all sorts of ideas,

but this seems a little bit hirearchical, and you'd think even if it is for us to learn and shift individually on our own terms, again our individual selves… heh.

… you'd think we'd all be awoken shifting in mass by now. Time would certainly be running out for me and others who are aware but not quite ready yet, and what would happen to us? would we get destroyed in the 3d earth? our hell becoming reality? even if we don't have bad intent, even if we are aware of whats going on?

that seems a little bit negative.

anyway thats my end on thoughts n_n
im open to all this, but as we need to use both right and left brain to balance, don't forget to constantly check yourself … day in and out. Constantly ask these questions of what is to come, but live life here while you can.

heck i havn't even gotten around to visiting japan or any other country for that matter yet T__T;

time is very short now….

I can feel lots of pains in my body… ones doctors can't explain and sometimes extremely intense…

I actually have to say I agree with Alex here, I just get the feeling they are more right on track…

I don't think its possible for ANY of us to understand whats going to happen.

All we can do is prepare for multiple different outcomes as the earth's outcomes could change with our human desicions…
heck, people could suddenly wake up tomarrow and say 'what are we doing to the planet?! '

and start cleaning and picking up…
and then….we reversed the tradgedies already…
I mean anything is possible.

don't get me wrong, i'm not attracted to this world for the idea of posession…for money or greed or power

but I like how humans can be unique…diverse I don't know something just seems special about that.

many other races all look the same…think in one giant whole instead of individually. And though I agree we should all come together and unite. Where would the 'learning' and 'fun' in our existence be if we had no individual thought?

I was told by spirit we all have individual soul, we are all born seperate, but of the same matter.

How could this be if we just become one solid mass of thinking in seperate similar looking bodies?

I like how we can have different skin / eye colors… things like that.
but i guess ..that divides unity : [ but the thought of getting rid of that unique inprint… is really sad to me for some reason. I guess you can't have peace with diversity. u__u

i'll probably be 'left behind' because I can't seem to think on that.

either way i do wish to clear my past karma and imprinted memories (got abducted once and those little grey things have been giving me nightmares for years and especially ALOT recently)